Showing posts with label poetry. Show all posts
Showing posts with label poetry. Show all posts

Butterflies flying

Colors blowing my mind

Green grass

Red roses

A sweet wind in my face..


But How can I hide my fears?

If its part of me...

How can I hide my mistakes?

If its my present..How can I forget my pain?

If my soul is broken..

How can I rest?


If I know that its just a dream..
These colors are not real

My butterflies are ravens

My flowers are tears

My pond is full of blood

And the wind in my face is cold like ice..
I know I dont belong here


Because I dream with nightmares

Because my roses are in my grave'

Cause The darkness is my light..

and I'm almost sure that its is not my world

Its just a fantasy





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Hello guys! I wasn't able to use the internet almost the whole day today. Its because today is my Daddy's 55th birthday. We had a small party here in our house and some of our relatives and close friends attended. Of course, we had to make preparations for the party (the food, cleaning the house, etc) and after all the guests left, we had to clean up afterwards. So I am one very fatigued person right now.

I will be posting more later when I wake up. Take care always and enjoy!

A long, long sleep, a famous sleep
That makes no show for dawn
By strech of limb or stir of lid, --
An independent one.

Was ever idleness like this?
Within a hut of stone
To bask the centuries away
Nor once look up for noon?

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Stars expand as they grow old. As their core runs out of hydrogen and then helium, the core contacts and the outer layers expand, cool, and become less bright. Most stars will eventually collapse and explode. A star's life span and eventual fate are determined by the original mass of the star. Above and below are pictures of dying stars. The glowing light are caused by surrounding gasses. It's amazing how the death of something can be so beautiful to look at. It looks like something from a fantasy. There are many wonderful pics on the Hubble website. Here also is a poem which is entitled, "Dying Star"


As if the world's started falling apart
as if I'm carrying a broken heart

I stare at you as it comes undone
I'm lying awake but now I'm gone


As if the sun's shining and there's no light
As if I'm fighting but have lost the fight
I walk away from the crowd ahead
I'm breathing still but am already dead


As if it always just rains on me
as if these wounds it never heals
you scream to me those lullaby
and clipped my wings fore I could fly


As if the sky's falling to the earth
as if this star's dying at its birth
the son's gone and its over now
as I listen to this silence so loud

Can you hear the silence
can you hear his scream
can you see him crying
and his broken dreams

Can you heal his wounds
can you feel the pain
can you hold his hands
so he can start again

Can you hear the silence
can you hear his scream
can you see him crying
and his broken dreams

Can you heal his wounds
can you feel the pain
or else shut his eyes
so he won't die again

So far away, no one would ever see
Stellar gases brought together by the ancient song
Hand in hand they begin to embrace...
Together they listen
Together they breathe

Eons will come
Dancing in perfect step
Giving their fuel to the others fire
Dancing in perfect step
Eons will pass

So far away, no one would ever know
Stellar gases torn from each other by the ancient song
Hand in hand they begin to fade...
Together they listen
Together they die

Its light is going dim,
leaving a feel of emptiness.
Dreams of a better tomorrow,
will soon cease to exist.


Caught up in bitter thoughts,
erases signs of happiness.
Dancing among the dark shadows,
grows harder to resist.


Nightmares replace slumber,
contentment's lost to restlessness.
Clouds full of painful confusion,
chills the soul with its mist.


Tears cried are now all dried,
left silent in the nights stillness.
A dying star fell from the sky,
upon its death we wished.

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In just a few more hours, we will be crowning the new Miss Universe for 2009. I am so excited to watch this, not because I am in anyway related to the Philippine delegate, its just that it will be another feather in our country's cap if she does win. I haven't had the chance to watch this girl's progress closely, but based on what I heard, she truly has a chance to bag the crown.

We only had 2 Miss Universe in the Philippines, Gloria Diaz (1969) and Margarita Moran (1973) and hopefully (keeping my fingers crossed), Bianca Manalo will be the 3rd Miss Universe. I love watching beauty pageants, probably because I love looking at beauty and enriching my life with it.

Which brings me to the subject of beauty. I have to admit, dear readers, that I am suffering from what is commonly known as "inferiority complex". If you have known me in person, you will know how shy and introverted I really am. I was never the life of the party, I never greet people first, afraid that they will ignore me. This started when I had the WORST case of acne when I was merely 13 years old. I was just about to start high school then and I had to transfer to another school, it was really difficult for me to make friends. I felt I lacked "beauty", physical beauty that is. I felt I was the most unfortunate person in the world. To add insult to the injury, my younger sister was starting to bloom at that time, so imagine how I felt when people say how pretty she is and then there I was, looking absolutely miserable.

But looking back on it, it was difficult for me to make friends that time not because the people around me alienated me, it was because of my very low self-esteem. As I said, I was painfully shy and I seldom talked. Some people actually thought I was mute, it was that horrible. But as time passed by, I slowly began to realize that its okay, even though I will never be voted as the cutest guy in school, what's important is how you project yourself. I felt that instead of being so down because I think I am ugly, why not bring emphasis on the things about me that people will like. I was a voracious reader and even back then I could speak English very well, that what set me apart from the others. I gained the reputation of being a very serious person, in my yearbook the comment underneath my picture was "Russel was neither popular nor outgoing but he is amiable".

The yearbook comment made me sad at first, I mean why do they have to point out me not being popular nor outgoing? Amiable, hmmmm. It makes me sound like I am so dull. Anyway, after graduating from high school, I tried to reinvent myself. I didn't turn into a wild person but I did my best to reach out. It worked, I think. Hehehehe. Until now I am still trying to resolve the issues I have within myself. Its not easy but hey, nothing worth having is ever easy.

Well, I am not sure if I am still making sense here, so I better go to sleep now, I still have to watch Miss Universe later. Let me close this with this lovely poem:

The beauty of a person
isn't in the clothes he wears,
The figure that he carries,
or the way he combs his hair.

The beauty of a person
must be seen from in his eyes;
Because that's the doorway to his heart,
the place where love resides.

The beauty of a person
isn't in a facial mole;
But true beauty in a person,
is reflected by his soul.

It's the caring that he cares to give,
the passion that he shows;
And the beauty of a person
with passing years only grows.


Take care and enjoy life!


"Bianca Manalo: Miss Philippines 2009"

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Every time I start blogging, it is always my habit to open my yahoo messenger and email, just to check if I receive any messages and see if my friends wants to chat with me. I found it really odd when yahoo messeger did not accept my password, then an awful suspicion entered my mind. I quickly opened my email account and my suspicion was confirmed: SOMEONE HACKED MY EMAIL AND CHANGED MY PASSWORD!

Flashback to what happened before I slept this morning: I was very tired, since I just came from work and my mind was not functioning that well, when I saw this email (thinking about it now, it was in the SPAM Folder and that should have been a warning to me already. Duh, I am so stupid!) which was allegedly from yahoo.com asking me to send my email information since they will be updating whatever. Here's the screenshot of the nefarious email:

To my defense, I was feeling kind of groggy and sleep-deprivation was having its toll on my mind and body. I replied to the email with all the information it was asking for. Then I went to sleep. (Note: You might be confused why I sleep in the morning. I work in a callcenter and our customers are based in the USA. There's like a 12-hour time difference, when its 12:00nn in New York for example, its 12am here in the Philippines or something like that.)

Thankfully, I have alternate email addresses and I was able to retrieve my account. I changed the passwords of all my online accounts, making sure that each are different from one another and very hard for other people to guess, and I deleted the email address of that awful creep. Of all the nerve, he added his email address as another alternate email! His email address is kenjohnxx@yahoo.com. I checked if he has a facebook account and it turns out that he has and here it is:

So it tuns out that this person, this Gbenga Adesheye is the culprit. I don't know if this is a fictitious name or what and I don't care to find out. From the sound of his name, it appears he comes from Africa though he changed the information of my account to Atlanta, Georgia. I was about to to send this person a very nasty message, giving him a piece of my mind, but my sisters and mother stopped me, saying to leave it alone and that this person might do more harm to me if I aggravate the situation. It was a good thing I listened because in hindsight, that was very good counsel.

I feel so violated! So it is like this then, you really can't believe that it will happen to you until it hits you right in the face. I am so dazed right now, its like I can't seem to think straight and I want to weep. I am so fortunate I don't have anything in my email that will benefit him; I basically use my email to send and receive messages from my yahoo groups and I don't keep any information that will be of any monetary gain to anyone.

So there you have it folks, please be careful yourselves. Never, ever share personal information with other people as much as possible especially if you don't know that person very well. Don't give out your passwords (I will continue to rue my lack of judgement, I was so naive!) and whatever email account you are using, the moderator will never ask for your details to send in an email, they usually just send you a link to click. The wisest advice is: Don't do any transactions as much as possible when you are feeling sleepy or distracted. Believe me, I learned the hard way.

Enough of that, on a more positive note, I have 18 followers now. Hooray! I am happy because of that. I won't let you guys down, I will do my best to make my blog enjoyable for all of us! take care and blessed be!

The evening hangs beneath the moon,
A silver thread on darkened dune,
With closing eyes and resting head,
I know that sleep is coming soon,
Upon my pillow safe in bed,
A thousand pictures fill my head,
I cannot sleep my mind's a-flight,
And yet my limbs seen made of lead,
If there are noises in the night,
A frightening shadow; flickering light,
Then I surrender unto sleep,
I surrender unto sleep,
Sleep....
Sleep.....
Sleep......



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Okay guys, time to rest my weary bones again. My head right now is like splitting, I am so exhausted today. I received so many calls at work and so many irate callers. I hope my shift later will be better and that we won't be receiving that many calls.

I would like to thanks again those who had taken the time to read my blog. I made this blog so many people would enjoy and so I could share something of myself. Every post contains a little bit of myself, my sometimes dark, pretty (hehehehe), mysterious, and kind self. (Hey this is my post, allow me to be a little big-headed sometimes, only this time, hehehehe).

Well, enough of that. I am going to offer this poem as my thanks to you guys. Take care and I love you!

How can I sing my gratitude,
Explain my silent sea,
Approximate in words the gift
That you have been to me?
How can I show my love to you,
Elucidate that golden drift,
Rolling wild and free?



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Angels surround us no matter where you go
Angels are around us don't you know
Angels will be strong for you
Angels will belong to you
Angels will survive for you and protect you
no matter what you do
Angels will be there in time of need
and angels will never leave as long as you believe.


Angels are the guardians of hope and wonder,
The Keepers of magic and dreams.
Angels watch over you wherever you go,
Keeping each day perfect
and promising a bright new tomorrow.

The motto of all angels is
"It is a wonderful life."

Wherever there is love,
An angel is flying by.

Angels help you carry the ball,
carry a tune, carry your weight
and carry on!

Your guardian angel knows you inside
and out and loves you just the way you are.

Angels keep the world safe for hummingbirds
and butterflies and rainbows in spring.
Angels keep it simple and always travel light
Angels love whispering secrets
and whistling in the dark
Whenever you hear music,
an angel is speaking to you.

Remember to leave space in your relationships
so the angels have room to play
Your guardian angel helps you
find a place when you feel there is no place to go.

Keep a spare angel in your pocket
Angels carry high-beam lights
to help you through the darkest hours
Whenever you feel lonely,
a special angel drops in for tea.

Every time you hear a bell,
another angel has earned its wings
Angels are with you every step of the way
and help you soar with amazing grace.
After all, we are angels in training
We are always "angels on call" for a friend
All we have to do is spread our wings and fly...

I never cease to be amazed
By wonders God has planned...
The rising sun, the morning dew...
It's the work of a Master's hand.

Such perfect system of control;
Every month, in sweet array,
Some different kinds of flowers bloom...
God planned it all that way.

For in the early days of Spring,
The bright forsythias grow,
And then in June sweet roses come,
In Autumn pumpkins glow.

And when cold weather comes our way,
I glance up at the sky
And see formation of the birds
As to the south they fly.

It's just a fool who could deny
This power through our land.
I am amazed, but realize
It's the work of a Master's hand.


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I love roses. Its actually one of my favorite flowers. I just want to share this video with you guys plus this beautiful poem about a rose. Hope you enjoy!

THE ROSE

The lily has a smooth stalk,
Will never hurt your hand;
But the rose upon her brier
Is lady of the land.

There's sweetness in an apple tree,
And profit in the corn;
But lady of all beauty
Is a rose upon a thorn.

When with moss and honey
She tips her bending brier,
And half unfolds her glowing heart,
She sets the world on fire.

~Christina Rossetti



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Time for me to sleep... Before I close my eyes, let me share this short but lovely poem. I don't want to leave you with nightmares, after my exorcism and rat king posts, hehehe. I hope you will visit my blog again, take care!

Hope
by Friedrich von Schiller
We speak with the lip, and we dream in the soul,
Of some better and fairer day;
And our days, the meanwhile, to that golden goal
Are gliding and sliding away.
Now the world becomes old, now again it is young,
But "The better" 's forever the word on the tongue.

At the threshold of life hope leads us in--
Hope plays round the mirthful boy;
Though the best of its charms may with youth begin,
Yet for age it reserves its toy.



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your love is blooming inside of me,
taking away the cold
a fire you've set in my heart
my love for you is gold

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our souls are held together
by a chain of promising cares
a duo never separated
its my life I choose to share

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hand in hand, eye to eye
kissing in dim light
arms around one another
neither putting up a fight

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God has brought us two together
its just plainly meant to be
His plan is in quick motion
as we both now know and see

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quiet whispers in my ear
making my still heart pound
silence all around us
your sweet voice, the only sound
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these words are spoken with my heart
no lies, the meaning's true
always and forever hon
you're mine and I love you
There were seven princesses Around the land
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The first needed water
Because her kingdom was full of sand

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The second is deep under the sea



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The third is sleeping




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And the fourth is dancing full of glee




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The fifth is cleaning



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The sixth is reading books




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The seventh is shopping
For all she thinks of are looks
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